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retl said: *Hugs tight.* I can kinda relate.

*hugs back softly* I’m sorry…  I wish you didn’t ever have to feel like this too…

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*hugs you tight*
*hugs back very gently*

reese8212 said: I’m sorry… I’m not really sure what to say to help with that.

Well I appreciate that you care at least, sir.

Unfortunately I don’t think there is anything that can be done about it, not unless I stop being me…

I’m so tired of always feeling bad… tired of only enjoying things that are disgusting… of never belonging…

"Captured in the web of my song~  Soon you’ll all be singing along~"
I really have no idea why I enjoy the thought of Wavey cosplaying as Sonata Dusk so much…

"Captured in the web of my song~  Soon you’ll all be singing along~"

I really have no idea why I enjoy the thought of Wavey cosplaying as Sonata Dusk so much…

While I was listening to “Battle of the Bands” on repeat again yesterday, I kept seeing the other tracks from Rainbow Rocks in the recommendations after…  I thought I remembered seeing there was another song from the villains, so I decided to give “Under Our Spell" a try… and I think I like it even more than the first…

I probably should just be drawing Sonata though, instead of drawing my OC dressed up as her…

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Decided to put the picture with Boo back up, but with a disclaimer attached… I don’t know how long it’ll stay up though.

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Last night while getting ready for bed, my mom and I were talking about the hurricanes coming up the gulf of Mexico towards us, and how the changes in air pressure are probably going to make me miserable for the next week or so.  Somehow the conversation turned towards airplanes and travel, and I suddenly realized that if I have trouble just going over an elevated highway (and not that big of one at that) trying to visit a Mission outside town, there’s no possible way I’d be able to comfortably make an airplane flight, no matter how much weight I lose.

So… so much for taking a trip to Vegas to celebrate losing weight.  It also means I’ll probably never be able to meet anyone, since the only con I’ll ever be able to attend is the comicon in Phoenix…

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And two more Terokk kills with no figurine.

It really is pitiful that these are the “most important” things that I worry about…

PH 70 commentary

( Maybe it’s cliche, but…

I think happiness is a lot like a fresh snack cake.

Warm.  Comforting.

And then before you even realize…

… it’s gone. )

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Disclaimer: The opinions selfishly represented in this image are mine and mine alone. They are not indicative or representative of those of any other party, including but not limited to: canon Boo from Project Horizons, or Boo from the Boo tumblr.

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A question I got a few days ago on Boo’s tumblr… but this was the only answer I could think of, and it’s quite a bit more of a downer than I really want to put on there.

So you guys get to suffer with me instead.

ask-the-waves:

"It’s a lovely night tonight in Manehattan, don’t you think?"

I’ve been needing a new wallpaper for a while, something that had dark colors but was still cheerful…  There’s actually one completely different I’ve been wanting to do (which I have talked with several ponies about), but I was having so much trouble getting it to look right, so I’m not sure if I’ll ever actually be able to do it… and if not, my deepest apologies to those ponies…
But… I had this idea, and decided to try it…
I was surprisingly really happy with how Wavey and the moon turned out, but I don’t like the clouds at all, especially the ones she’s sitting on.  And I forgot how to do the background clouds halfway through doing them…
I also made a version with a much different looking moon [warning: Naruto spoilers no one cares about and potentially disturbing implications], and spent way too much time on it…

ask-the-waves:

"It’s a lovely night tonight in Manehattan, don’t you think?"

I’ve been needing a new wallpaper for a while, something that had dark colors but was still cheerful…  There’s actually one completely different I’ve been wanting to do (which I have talked with several ponies about), but I was having so much trouble getting it to look right, so I’m not sure if I’ll ever actually be able to do it… and if not, my deepest apologies to those ponies…

But… I had this idea, and decided to try it…

I was surprisingly really happy with how Wavey and the moon turned out, but I don’t like the clouds at all, especially the ones she’s sitting on.  And I forgot how to do the background clouds halfway through doing them…

I also made a version with a much different looking moon [warning: Naruto spoilers no one cares about and potentially disturbing implications], and spent way too much time on it…

Thank you for the questions.  *hugs Retl, Quot, and Melea each very gently*

I’m sorry, I had been hoping to try and answer these with an audio file, but I made the mistake of trying to work on a drawing before dinner first and crashed pretty hard during that, so I really don’t feel like talking out loud at all…

Sorry it’s so late to answer too, but at least it meant I didn’t miss Melea’s questions…

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